Saturday, November 15, 2008
drifting real far from God
have nt been going to church
wanted to bt haiiz seriously don noe wad to do
beginning to get less bothered le.
bt i don noe why bible always is near me
wanted to pick up and read bt still i did nt
i don noe wad to do
and i am so lost
maybe maybe
i juz nt rdy to commit
i convert on 21-1-08..until nw...it is like as though i nvr convert b4
anyway......
someone who has been a christian told me b4 tat why believe to smt that u cant see
why don believe in urself..
i am like God showed me miracles bt haiiz
i really donnoe wad to do
i juz cant go bak to wad i used to wan to go
haiiz..
i don have the will to go anymore
simply juz lost in my own world...
haiizzzz
juz drifting further and further
juz could nt bring myself bak
i blogged @ 7:12 PM
