Thursday, November 27, 2008
haiizzz
dayssssss gonne by........................................................................
like this
it is going sch reopen soonn
life has nt been well too
have been real tired
wanna slp
haiiz
juz me and me and me
eileen nt free
haiiiz
LONELINESS is all i cn say
maybe going bak church after job training this sat
see first
haiiz
siian
don noe wan do wad
i blogged @ 5:44 AM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
haiiz
bored
miss my baobeii victoriia and joshua
haiizzz
my kidssss
have been stressing myself to study
through the night i hope to get 12 points
haiizzz
i blogged @ 8:40 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
ohmytiian..hahaz..
today is the last day at childcare
gave away the presents hahaz
and yea they were so active today
arghh gonna miss them
anyway gonna go bak next week to help out
hahaz..
yea..i miss themm i love themm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS HENG
i blogged @ 1:20 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hmm
gt two ppl blog scoldin each other
and i am sidding one of them
bt i don think they noe my blog bahh
anyway
i am so freaking piss wif a girl
she think she looks damn chio
mygossh la
and who wan ur stead
plz la
and yea ppl is rite u murderer
kill a baby
aiyoyo
15 years old kill a baby
and wan work must ask bf cn work
very diiaoz worr
mygossh
and u dare say me wadever tat time
dare go there find u
waaa
i noe la ur bf damn solid de
bt plz la
don show off la
if damn solid should ask u to give birth mah
why murder the poor child
and funny siia
ppl abort kids
they will feel sad
feel depress
why u don ar
i noe why la
cannt blame
becoz u heartlesss
hahaz
anyway plz la
ur bf has nvr been mine
and i don wan too
plz lor
and u r saying other ppl wad
think abt urself b4 sayin abt ppl
ohya tat area of sg u own de ar
hahaz
gt write ur name mah?
and wad i don dare add u on friendster
plz lor
ur bf ask me don add de worrr
nt me leii
plz lor
wad i scare
say until so zai in sms
tat time
wad nt happy go there find u
why nt u nt happy cme find me la..
ass man
i nvr write name
so if u gt read tis blog and u think is u
then i oso nth to say hahaz
becoz u admit hahaz
i blogged @ 6:56 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008
drifting real far from God
have nt been going to church
wanted to bt haiiz seriously don noe wad to do
beginning to get less bothered le.
bt i don noe why bible always is near me
wanted to pick up and read bt still i did nt
i don noe wad to do
and i am so lost
maybe maybe
i juz nt rdy to commit
i convert on 21-1-08..until nw...it is like as though i nvr convert b4
anyway......
someone who has been a christian told me b4 tat why believe to smt that u cant see
why don believe in urself..
i am like God showed me miracles bt haiiz
i really donnoe wad to do
i juz cant go bak to wad i used to wan to go
haiiz..
i don have the will to go anymore
simply juz lost in my own world...
haiizzzz
juz drifting further and further
juz could nt bring myself bak
i blogged @ 7:12 PM
hmm
i don noe why every post i write i got to scold ppl
seriously
u sux big time man..
asshole..
if u r so clever get in jc then y went in poly
say ppl u very shuang
XL AND GL ppl u oso very good..
aiya
if u noe i am referring to u
then u juz gt to go look urself into the mirror and ask urself
a few question
becoz before u say ppl
see urself first
fk off my bloody life
such a petty person
nvr in life see such dumbass
aiya
u r juz an irritating person
who cares
u sux tat all
i blogged @ 7:58 AM
Friday, November 14, 2008
another day of work in childcare
victoria bdae celebration today
gave her present
and she gt a big cake..
i gt pictures in my camera
bt nt gonna upload it yet
today i went there..very tired..i don noe why..noe a new boy today call ethan
ethan is a quiet boy bt he is also very naughty..
smt happen today and he suddenly run to me and hug me and cry..
i ask him wad happen bt he juz kip cryin and he hug me so tight..
so i juz let him cry
after tat was peiying..she cried too becoz of waterr went in her ears and pain
so she cried she hug me..
nth much happen today
so yea..juz end here bahh
i blogged @ 4:07 AM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
childcare was indeed a place to be
hmm
my PN AND N1
they are adorable
beginning to have some fun wif them already
reach there at 8am
went find joshua..yipee he for once whole day nvr cry
played wif him cars
then took a pic of him
went bak to his class at 9am
then played lego wif them
they ask me make aeroplane..hmm..i don noe anyhow make let them happy hahaz
then i becme creative saw gt eyes on the lego so i made a monster hahaz..
and they destroy ask me remake..did tat for like 3 times
lesson time started
colouring and learn shape..
lunch time..
joshua ate alot
then after tat bath
hmm
i begin to love them..and martin is closer to me nw..so yea..
6 more days
and victoria bdae present will give her tmr
i blogged @ 3:31 AM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
TO tat someone..i don wanna write name..delete me frm msn don call me or sms me..becoz i freaking piss off by everything u said..wad do u noe?u think u noe everything?wan act yi ge..dn need..becoz u freaking make me irritated onlymy friends are all saying smt goodonly u..u call urself a friend to me..seriously no..becoz u nt fit to be..so wad u bigger?seriously i feel tat u r juz pissing ppl off only.......saying things like tis..wad the hell................speak so much for wad?no fking reason..juz f off my life la..i don hate him bt u nw..i juz simply hope tat u fking get a life.........becoz i hate u..seriously, u don even stand anywhere..so don try saying those things and make me like u la..becoz i wont..f off ok..fucker get lose..TMD, super mad liao..u still add vinegar and salt..or wadever la..asshole..
i blogged @ 5:15 AM
LONGGGGGGGG TIME NVR BLOG LEEEEEEEEEEE..hahaz
childcare was awww..erm great hahaz
victoriiaaa my precious
joshua iif he nvr cry he my baobeii
thaddeous he is my prince charming hahaz
peiying she is my hairdresser hahaz..diiaoz..always play my hairr..sobs
martin,flasher? hahaz..dn flash le la..bath jiu bath need flsh meh hahaz?
jonee beauty lady..hahaz..
Hari..getting on my nerves bt ok la..happy go lucky boy
arfah..so quiettt..
ethan..waa so naughty everyday bully ppl..bad bad..bt cute
jiawei..learn thing super fast say once noe liiao..so smart boy..
so far remember tis kids name only
ms pauline
zhuo laoshi
ms rose
another teacher forget le hahaz..
i am incharge on three kids only
HARI,JIAWEI AND VICTORIA..
Hari is a boy tat cn learn bt he juz don wan put in effort and he is a boy tat get distracted very easily. Hari is brave and strong, he showed his care to his friends...Victoriia throw lego at him and hit his eye bt he nvr cry..although it is pain..he like attention and very naughty.
Jiawei is a boy tat learn very fast and is very enthusiatics in learning whatever is given to him. He tend to be lazy and wants people to feed. He love to crawl and smile at ppl. Quite a soft spoken boy, never really cause any trouble.
Victoria is a girl tat learn quite fast too..but she tend to play a fool..she beat ppl..quite naughty..bt is love by alot of ppl..she love to wet her pants hahaz..she is real cute and active.she like to help ppl in many ways. Obedient when instruction is given
All three is 2 years old only, they are in pre nursery and they are very well fed..
hahaz..
Joshua is another child which i like to spend more time wif him becoz he like no friends and tend to cry easily. i manage to make him stop crying today.. He like to play wif me..and i always accompany him to play lego. becoz no one seems to be bother to play wif him..he very lonely..
three days there..i learn alot..taking care of them..wad must i do and hw must i response..i went in there wif a mindset of being kind and caring to the kids and nt to scold them..bt i learn that u gt to b a little harsh at them at times to make them quiet and listen. it is nt tat easy taking care of them becoz some wet their pants and need to be fed.. and u must noe hw to talk to them..and have to create a different bond and u gt to have different reaction and different way of toking to different kids..
more to learn..
how to handle the kids as a whole..nt as one..i have been wif one and another one in three days..it is nt tat i baised bt i cant control all of them..3 may think is easy bt it is nt..we still have Nursery in the same room..so if any of them do wrongly u gt to tok to them.. i find tat i do nt have a problem abt crying cases becoz they don cry so often..
sometimes i feel tat the teachers are quite fierce too..another 7 more days to go..
looking forward to go there everyday becoz it is quite interestin..
knowing them playin wif them
helping them..
quite great..
i blogged @ 3:39 AM
Friday, November 7, 2008
long time no blog..decided to do some blogging hmm
today was a tired and long day
bt indeed it is worth hahaz 071108
brought 50 dollar out and tis is wad i spend
17 dollar on movies
1.45 on ribena
1.95 on pink dolphin
1.10 on cheese pancake
total
21.50..
wallet left 30 bucks niia.. hahaz..
mum give me somemore..nt wanting to work tis holiday
hehex..don wanna write more le
and to my best buddy
u still have me as friend
why why
don feel down
being in love need time
fate does nt come all the time
as wei kiat say b4 fate is something we need create ourself sometimes..
so best buddy don be sad
i am ur best buddy i am ur friend
thx for the wishes hahaz
u get on wif life kkz..
create ur fate and be confident
hehex
i blogged @ 6:55 AM
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
today when sch
met carina at 7-11
yea next weeekkk whoohoo..
tis friday i cant wait..
been in a bad mood today
haiiz..
ppl asking for money and quarreling wif me becoz of money..for goodness sake i will return don worry..30 bucks..
God help me..i need 30 bucks....lol..
currently looking for job, i juz need 30 dollar then i cn settle liiaoz..
or nt ppl will cme nagging at me saying i don return
lol...gonna call my boss later ask her give me a job for one month in dec..
then i cn pay tat person before 2009
have nt been eating full meal hahaz..great cn save money cn lose weight..
i seriously hate chem becoz of someone.....hahaz..bt it wont affect me becoz i wanna study frm nw on..
u think i cant i will show u i cn becoz i believed tat i cn..
don look down on me..
becoz u aint any better..
chiong study in progress le
i blogged @ 3:22 AM
Monday, November 3, 2008
tis is for u suxer..
hmm..dn waste ur time
and tried to kid me la..
u gt nth better to do ar?
hahaz..
play tis game
u like 3 year old
lol...
do u think i give a damn on hw u going to treat me frm nw on..
u do anything funny
u will see the consequences bahh
don say i threaten
bt tis is true kkz
anyway
tats it..
hmm i am sick nw
fever n i very cold
slept at 4am last nite
woke up at 7.30am
hahaz..
sms boyen again hahaz..
540msges and counting
i blogged @ 5:00 AM
Sunday, November 2, 2008
i juz remove my tag box.
becoz i don noe who the hell who anyhow say things..
to the person..u sure gt read my blog de..
let me tell u one thing
first u r nt fit to be love by me
second u r nt fit to be miss by me
third is only in msn
fourth i trust u and treat u as friend
fifth u say i say i love u and i miss u ar..that means u gt say the same thing to me b4 so juz to entertain u i did the same thing lol..
sixth u noe hu u r..
seventh i noe hu u r too
tis person
u think u cn get away..get away then
if i find out is u
i will do the same thing as wad i going to do to the suxer in my previous post
run all u wan
flee all u wan
suxers are out of my book
tata someone think i love him..i wan vomit siia..
crazy fellow..siiao one..
Labels: crazy ppl
i blogged @ 6:19 AM
i am hm yipee..
went sengkang find mark pass him chocolate
then eat le bak hm hahaz..
hmm hmm
sms boyen through out the day again
400 plus msg le worr..
hahaz..
still going up
hmm
tmr going kbox wif ciet hahaz
maybe eileen nt going haiiz
anyway tats all
i blogged @ 5:50 AM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
woke up at 12pm today
actually 7plus de
sms boyen awhile
then jiu fell aslp again
then slp until 12
hahaz
300++ msges in 3 days wow hahaz
hahaz
later then post bahh
decided to start studying liiao
i blogged @ 10:09 PM
waa ultra siian
so come write blog..
very long no long post le
hmm
haiiz
study study study
where is my momentum?
i wanna study
and be like last time
i wanna do well my o lvl
becoz it is my future
love life
it is nt that important
love me love me nt..
tis is a msg for someone..
i juz wan the truth frm u..cn u like tell me the truth..u gt my blog link..i am sure u noe who i am toking abt..
u have been freaking pissing me off..
i purposely irritate u de
bt u die oso don wan say the truth
i cn tell i cn see
ur acting very good..must *claps*
bt too bad too lan for mediacorp to accept u
bluff me nt tat easy la boy
u are already older than me
and yet u trying to bluff me
mygossh i am nt 3 year old kid
Get a life..
anyway u super fantastic
i juz wanna thx my kor jie mei di...my bestie..my friends...my ciet..for being there when i need them
i juz wan thx u for helping me catch this fantastic person...
bt too bad he still don admit..
if he ever admmit
i will go his sch or work place there
and wait for him and make him lose face
hahaz..LOsers get lost..
dn play wif me becoz i will give u bak double..
wan to listen jiu listen don listen u go die
love someone go to that person straight
or wait for tat person
i nvr say who
i nvr pin point anyone
if u think is u jiu u
u cn go die le..
out of my books suxers..
anyway
after scolding i felt much better
girls who wan noe who is this guy cme ask me
dn let him attack u..he is the worse boy i ever seen
i blogged @ 9:08 AM
today
first
i hate singtel
ask me go down there then say go hm use internet and recontract
fk siia..forget it
hmm..took 101 change 22 change 88 meet carina and kevin
hahaz
bus down to pasir ris..
gt alot of photo bt wif carina
hahz..
then bus bak..to amk took 133 hm
went to buy fish burger and soya bean milk and fries..
drank the soya milk and i am full
tis is my only meal today i guess hahaz
sms Boyen all the way today hahaz..
he such a nice person to tok wif larhh..
hahaz..
i blogged @ 6:32 AM